LARP and Fun

So some of this weekend I've been out helping Nootsy with his World of Darkness inspired Live roleplay.

I'm what you call a helping game-marster. Or that's what I call myself. Because I don't know a thing about the rules, or the plot or anything like that. I'm just helping keeping order in the boys mess xD

Well sometimes I'm also out playing with the rest of players, and so was I yesterday. It's vampire so it's from 7pm to 5am - and it's hard without sugar.

Yeah okay I had this idea about me helping and then out playing a couple of hours, since it's an all weekend thing I would go to my friend on Saturday. (we started off friday)

I was surprised of myself because normally we eat a lot of junkfood, and stuff like that. And I REALLY wanted to just give in, but I kept telling myself that I'm stronger than all that food is, and in the end I was... Well almost....
Because up in the bar we have peanuts and some other bar-snack. And without notising I was beginning to eat some of the peanuts. But a good friend of mine looked at me and took them away from me. I hadn't even notes that I had started eating them T_T

Oh yeah I also got a crown tattoo Wednesday. I'm really happy about it and it was fun because one of the vampire clans has a crown as there mark xD

Right now and today (saturday) I'm at a friends place ^^
It was really hard getting up this morning, and without a charger for my phone I didn't get out and towards my friend before an hour after my first plan.
But I did get to her place and it has been a really good day ^^ we have been watching move all day long and it has been good to just cut of my thinking and brain.
I did end up eating her dinner, but it looked and smelled so good. (Pasta-salat and salmon). Even thoug I only wanted to take a small pertion I ended up eating to much because it tasted to good ^^

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Emi <3

Cravings!!!

So I've been out of the house most of yesterday, and because of food is water and stuff I made them from home.
I figured that if I made a bunch and placed them in the cooler for the night they would work for the next day.
So I made 5-6 in once. It's a lot of work and my arms started to hurt from the shaking xD but I found that it's easier to get out of bed in morning if i know's I only have to get over to the cooler and get the food xD

One of the bad sides of all of this is that I got cravings for burgers, promfrites, pizza, sushi and all of the other stuff that I can't eat before I'm done with this. And SERIOUS I'm looking forward to it xD

Nootsy wrote his mom and she sended up a food seculde I'm going to use afterwords when I'm done with the nupo ^^
I can't wait to be able to eat "normale" food, but I'm also scared it won't work and I'll be back as I was before I started...

Oh well that time that worry...

Nootsy called me strong today, because in our kitchen there is a chocolate plate with pepermynte and that is one of the only chocolate I can really like. I have cravings for it but I know I stronger than the temptations - so I'm just gonna let i stay there ^^

Hope you all have fun.

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Emi <3

So far so good ^^

Pictures!!

I want to take pictures and put them in here but I'm so bad at remembering taking pictures. But I've just taken some I want to show you ^^

So this is my stash of my nupo ^^ I bought a "kickstart Nupo" on Slankegruppen.com - where I got a lot of different tryouts. I also bough a Mango/vanilla more and got one in present from my Nootsy (my boyfriend) xD I was a bit fun because to begin with I really didn't like it (I tried it out a few weeks before I wanted to start, because I wanted to taste it. I REALLY didn't like the taste back then xD ) Happely it's getting better or I'm more and more used to the taste by now xD

Well why I got so many of the proteinbars is because right now in some of the danish stores you can buy them on sale for "Only" 10kr. - and thens REALLY cheep xD

Yesterday was a lot easiere then the day before. I only got a little angry and it wasn't as bad as the day before. I think I handled it pretty well but Nootsy says that he'll says it's over in 2 weeks O.O it's going to be some long a hard weeks xD

Well when we where getting some stuff down in the town Nootsy remembered that I wanted a plant, something green and we found this for only 50 kroners. They use to be 65 on sale and normally around 150 >.< that's insane but they are SO pretty and I'll try and keep it alive xD

I wanted to name it Olivia but Nootsy didn't think it was proper name... Then I had a though from the other night where I wanted to name my plant Viggo, but it REALLY doesn't look like a Viggo to me xD Maybe a Simon, but then it has to by gay xD
I think I'll just keep calling it Olivia xD

That was all for this time 

XoXo

Emi <3

Second first day

Second first day...

So to amid it. I lost it the first day. I ended up eating bread and icecream later that night and it didn't help in anyway that I was going out to eat burgers with my mom and brother friday the 3rd. Saturday my grandmother was visting to lunch, so it was first Saturday night I was starting over, and it was been some VERY hard days....

I hadn't eating anything with the amount of sugar I use to eat so after coming home from my mom saturday I lost it... My hole body was screaming with anger and I didn't understand why. All the small things I'm used to in a small one room apartment annoyed the crap out of me. So I was almost shouting at my boyfriend. I was almost throwing with stuff and then I started crying. >.< T.T

My body is going through a lot of things, and if I'm not proud of myself for handleing it so far, I'm gonna be proud of my boyfriend because he's just standing by and watching me get so angry and all that things...

Today I'm on my second day. I already don't feel that hungry as I did on my first, first day xD

I don't like the taichicken soup, but it's spicy as I don't know, so that's the reason... I haven't tryed the veggi one yet, but t say so, I'm not looking forward to it xD

So this was a little update from me

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Emi <3

First day

First day

So the first day is going on...

I'm a bit proud of myself, but I'll be more in a week xD

I can't say it easy because it's not... I'm hungry almost all the time, it taste weird and my stomach is upset. But it's going ^^

I've been drinking shakes, for half the meals so far and been taking the protein bars the rest of the time... I want to get down on only eating the bars once or twice a day. But my stomech is not even near on teeling me it's full....

And let's not talk about my cravings for candy, but that was a battle on it's own to begin with xD

My BF and I have been talking and ended up on me eating some bread for dinner (rugbrød) so my stomach my have something to work on tonight, and hopefull I'll not be as hungry tomorrow ^^

So the first day is a battle... I'm proud I made it so far, and I'll continue to fight ^^

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- Emi <3

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

So this new year I celebrated with some friends. It wasn't anything like it use to, and the dog was REALLY sick, but it was a fun evening and cool night, and now I'm ready for the new year ^^

So this year, some of the things I want to get something done about, is my weight and my foundness in clothing ^^ I want to make more cloths. Both cosplay, roleplay and other things ^^

I'm not sure about what my weight is right now, but I'll start on the Nobu tomorrow the 2nd of Januar <3

I'll tell you all about how it'll go ^^

XoXo

Emi <3

New start, new blog

Heeeeey People!!!

It's soon new year and that means a new year and a new start. And this year I'll try and do something about all of this blog-thingy, I've been trying to work out before...

First of all I'm a girl from Denmark that loves a lot of things.... My life isn't perfect and my world is normal and often boring. But I'll try and make this my journal and tell all of you out there, what I'm doing and that kind of stuff ^^


I love doing my hair and make-up but sadly it's not everyday I'm wearing or get to do anything special to my hair...

But I'll tell all of you about that ^^


Merry Christmas and Happy new year


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Emi <3