Second first day

Second first day...

So to amid it. I lost it the first day. I ended up eating bread and icecream later that night and it didn't help in anyway that I was going out to eat burgers with my mom and brother friday the 3rd. Saturday my grandmother was visting to lunch, so it was first Saturday night I was starting over, and it was been some VERY hard days....

I hadn't eating anything with the amount of sugar I use to eat so after coming home from my mom saturday I lost it... My hole body was screaming with anger and I didn't understand why. All the small things I'm used to in a small one room apartment annoyed the crap out of me. So I was almost shouting at my boyfriend. I was almost throwing with stuff and then I started crying. >.< T.T

My body is going through a lot of things, and if I'm not proud of myself for handleing it so far, I'm gonna be proud of my boyfriend because he's just standing by and watching me get so angry and all that things...

Today I'm on my second day. I already don't feel that hungry as I did on my first, first day xD

I don't like the taichicken soup, but it's spicy as I don't know, so that's the reason... I haven't tryed the veggi one yet, but t say so, I'm not looking forward to it xD

So this was a little update from me

XoXo
Emi <3